Well after a pretty ok weekend I have managed a few firsts in life, I now know how bad things can get when united utilities keep turning water on and off and send your pipes into spasms and then your pipe finally gives in and explodes the toilet, good job one of my family friends is a plumber, and I now know how to do basic plumbing work in an emergency.
I also have finished all my artificer building work with of course the help of Daddy, hehe but am very proud of my flat pack building, it's been so cool wearing overalls and playing with power tools all weekend big ones at that lol. Anyway am bored now everyones either away busy going back to uni or doing something else.
I have also had a weird weekend, my brother went back to university yesterday and moved into his new flat, and was overcome with emotions one of which was jealousy that he is going back to university and the other is sadness which I thought I would never feel for my brother but I am actually missing him and it's not just because there is now only me to deal with my mothers rath at the moment. And have just been to see him and jealousy has hit again as well as am scared now am actually starting my life it seems now and it is scary.
Ahhhh am rambling on anyway am going for a walk gonna try and clear head as it is very fuzzy at the moment.

Tags: am scared
Current Location: home
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: shut up and drive