Well title says it all really, am having quite a pants time at the moment due to several reasons which is npot helping with my mood at the moment which I am trying to keep up, is quite rough at the moment you know working for a bank so general work is not going to great too many targets that are just impossible am sure you all know that feeling. But can't really say much more as have been told not to say anymore. As for general job hunting thats not going to great at the moment not a lot coming back apart from not enough qualifications not enough experience and not what were looking for, yet another thing grinding me down, I had such an amazing opportunity at university and I wasted it something I kick myself for every day. I would give anything to be back there. Sean got a bit of good news today but will let him tell you bout that, feel crappy that am not being as happy as I should be for him but at the moment I can hardly feel happy about anything that is happeneing. So overall not having a great time at the moment I know it could be worse but then it could be better.

Current Mood: sad