Wow, was amazing got to be yarring pirates for a weekend am ver tired and dirty now though had my first experience of a compost loo was not too keen on that, but site was awesome, game was awesome and players were awesome, will defo be going for their next game in September. I go clean now.

I am so confused angry upset and quite frankly pissed off. For months now I have been looking for a new job, stil nothing, after countless applications and interviews there is still the failiar words of you were unsucessful due to lack of experience, no qualifications or we just don't want you, or it's my area manager saying now you can't further your career cos i wont let you apply for that job she is such a bitch. To top it all off I went to the job centre today to speak to someone about what to do as I don't know where to turn next am so pissed off with work and need a new job as am going to go mad, so O went in never having set foot in a job centre to be met by some horrible women on what is I think their reception who tells me due to hig demands I am not able to speak to an advisor unless I am out of work and am signing on and I have to just search for jobs myself on a computer. Last tiem I checked these computer things dont talk back and they do not give useful advice.

Current Mood: annoyed

This quote sums up the day that I have had "how do you spell Japan is it j.a.p.o.n.?" the reply "no thats the french way to spell it" I NEED A NEW JOB AND QUICK I AM GOING TO GO MAD!!!!!!

Well have had a momumentally crap day in fact a crap week really. Am so pissed off with people who just don't have common manners of thank you and please it infuriates me. And as for work well that just takes the buscuit have been told today unless I hit 100% which is 5000 pts in 2 weeks of my target for this quarter I will not be getting a pay rise and will possibly be going on a disiplinary this is after I have had the arguement of, I have done my job I have booked the appointments in it's your stupid ca who cant do her job right, i got well that still doesnt change the fact.So they want me to sit there every day now with dick head customers who wouldn't know what being sensible with money is unless it jumped up and bitch slapped them in the face, get paid a truely crap wage that I can hardly afford to eat on let alone live on and still be all happy and smily for them idiot morons that come to my counter every day. 12 months ago I was training to be a deputy branch manager and all because of a little hiccup I am now back to the bottom of the pile taking all the crap of the day. I don't know why I left uni but I know know that that was the most stupid thing I have ever done and I hate myself for it. Ah well back to the vino.

Well title says it all really, am having quite a pants time at the moment due to several reasons which is npot helping with my mood at the moment which I am trying to keep up, is quite rough at the moment you know working for a bank so general work is not going to great too many targets that are just impossible am sure you all know that feeling. But can't really say much more as have been told not to say anymore. As for general job hunting thats not going to great at the moment not a lot coming back apart from not enough qualifications not enough experience and not what were looking for, yet another thing grinding me down, I had such an amazing opportunity at university and I wasted it something I kick myself for every day. I would give anything to be back there. Sean got a bit of good news today but will let him tell you bout that, feel crappy that am not being as happy as I should be for him but at the moment I can hardly feel happy about anything that is happeneing. So overall not having a great time at the moment I know it could be worse but then it could be better.

Current Mood: sad

Hey there all just as a general update me and my lovely sean have a house in failsworth, and are after some help from you loveley people in the whole helpy movy thing, and help would be very very appreciated food and drink will be provided lol in form of a lunchbox each hehe, will need you whenever you can make it on the weekend of the 29th of august. Anyway better get back to packing au revoir mes amis. Thanks again

Hey all were back from germany and all I can say is that dear god they know how to throw a larp really more will follow including pics am going to sleep now.

For those of you that don't know I have been off work for the past four weeks with a very poorley head, the doctor put me off again on friday for another two weeks however the RBS have been rather mean and really put me in a position where they have really forced me back to work.
So I went back today and did my first full day, I am absolutely knackered and am really looking forward to my bed tonight, have had a rough day. But anyway I seem to be on the mend now I hope we will just have to wait and see what this drive of two hours to work and back again does to me this time, but will try not and think about it too much. I would like to thank all of you that have helped me so much you have no idea how grateful I am to you all you have really helped me through a very dark patch in my life, especially Sean, you have been fantastic and I love you so much thank you.

Tags: on the mend
Current Mood: sleepy

I have done an amazing amount at the weekend mostly thanks to Sean for the best birthday weekend ever. The festivities started on thursday with a trip to manchester on a present shopping trip, a nice meal then a night in. Then on saturday we did a random bit of lazing about. Sunday we went to the jousting at bolsover and stayed over the night, on monday we went to alton towers which was again amazing I must say though I have never been so wet in all my life when I went on the log flume I'm still drying the clothes out. Anyway that is a really long story cut short, but it was amazing and thank you sean and to everyone else for all your amazing gifts.

Thank you

This was what a lot of people have said to me when I have told them about a wigan tradition called "pea wet" on your fish and chips but guess what I am not mad there is this available in wigan and have found it on wikipedia lol link below about half way down underaccompanients.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fish_and_chips

am very bored at home.
:)